I was going to create another site with a new domain name, then I thought about the name of this site… I read this definition about being a small fish in a big pond from a Google search:
“Is it OK to be a big fish in a small pond?
While it’s generally better for performance to be a big fish in a little pond, for some individuals, being a little fish in a big pond can provide opportunities for growth and development. For these individuals, being the worst in a group doesn’t demoralize them; instead, it motivates them.Sep 19, 2023″

So I decided to build on this site and make all my entries here. The last entry was on May 29, 2021 @ 8:36:01 am… If I am not consistent in what I want to be a master in, how will I accomplish what I set out. From this day forth, this will be my site to enter all my dreams, goals, and accomplishments!

I will begin my way of thinking less is more and start to remove things that I either do not use or does not bring meaning into my life. I have many domain names, collecting for each idea that I have had or wanted to create. The problem with this, I never complete anything and continue to start and stop projects, never following through to completion. I have also have many things that I have collected through my life, thinking that I might use in the future and not to throw away, the mentality of, “it is better to have and not need, than to need and not have.” The issue with this type of thinking is, I have become a horder. I have to clean my environment, to clense my mind. Cleaning my room has become a chore and very difficult to do, that sometimes week have gone by without me dusting or vacuuming. Just moving one thing here, then moving that thing back… what a chore. I envy people that have little to nothing in their home.

Just imaging the discipline one has to have to not purchase or keep and hold on to their possessions, for no other reason than to have the item. I wonder if that is a subliminal thought, that I have something, when in reality, I have nothing.